Hex

[london_spy]

(from here)

Looking over at the sound of Hex's voice, Danny sighed, getting onto the train anyway. The car was empty, something that would usually be a rare treat, but now only made it impossible for Danny to hide from the other man.

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[just_hex]

"I'll never do it again. Give me a chance, Danny. Give me a sign. A word. I want to be with you and if you say yes you know I'll be faithful. Just you. Please, Danny," he said and then his lust got the better of him and he pulled the man closer to kiss him desperately.

[london_spy]

"I'm not asking you to be faithful. I'm not asking for anything. I like you, a lot, and- I think I could love you, but... I wont ask anything of you," Danny insisted.

[just_hex]

"You don't have to ask. I want to. I'm offering. Danny, I only want you. You're always on me mind..."

He kissed him then, hard on the lips, then on the neck. Lust consumed him and he didn't care at all that they were on the train.

[london_spy]

Danny resisted though, shoving Hex back and looking unsettled.

"If you think this is romantic, it's really not. Look, I'm not saying we can't see each other, and I think about you all the time as well, but- I don't know."

[just_hex]

"If I'm on your mind, if you think you might love me, why can't we take the chance, Danny? Why can't you try for happiness? Please, Danny. Please, I could make you happy. Give me a chance," he pleaded.

[london_spy]

"Because I'm not ready," Danny replied, frowning deeply and looking uncomfortable.

[just_hex]

Hex huffed in frustration.

"I think you are. I think you're scared."

[london_spy]

"Pardon?" Danny replied, shocked that Hex was talking to him this way. "What is wrong with you?"

[just_hex]

"I don't know. I don't even want to say these things...but I can't stop," he said in distress.

[london_spy]

"Are you drunk or something?" Danny asked.

[just_hex]

"No, I'm not drunk. I feel...I feel...I have to tell you these things. You need to know. You need to understand that I love you, Danny," he said, trying to pull Danny close again.

[london_spy]

"Hex!" Danny snapped, pushing him back again and trying to get away. "What the hell? Why are you being so aggressive? The hell is wrong with you?"

[just_hex]

"Please, Danny...I need you," he said, rather than giving an answer. He didn't know why, though he wished he did. He wasn't sure what had come over him.

[london_spy]

"You're out of your bloody mind," Danny replied, shaking his head and moving to get off the train as soon as they reached his stop.

[just_hex]

Hex followed him out and the doors closed behind him. The train pulled away.

"I'm really not. Maybe we need this kind of truth, Danny," he said as he hurried after him.

[london_spy]

"I don't want this truth. I don't know what's wrong with you, but I think- I think I want you to stay away from me," Danny said quietly, walking faster to get away from him.

[just_hex]

"You can't mean that. I love you. Danny, I'll wait but I choose you. I want you to be me boyfriend, yeah?" Hex said as Danny hurried away from him.

[london_spy]

"Stay away from me," Danny said again, uncomfortable and tense.

[just_hex]

Hex started running after him and caught up. He grabbed hold of Danny tightly and faced him. He felt the overwhelming need to have him close, to possess him.

"I cant," he replied and moved to kiss him again.

[london_spy]

Danny struggled, trying to get free and looking shocked.

"Don't! What are you do-"

Hex cut him off with a kiss and he started to struggle, all teeth and no tenderness as he turned his head away.

[just_hex]

The fight only inspired him to strength and control and he he grabbed Danny tighter. He was denied his mouth so Hex dipped his head and kissed his neck. Danny was close enough and Hex pressed closer, his cock a hard ridge against the man's hip.

"I love you. I need you," he said desperately between kisses.

[london_spy]

The small brick wall that separated the counsel estate from the road wasn't high, but it offered enough privacy that Danny didn't think anyone would see them and step in. ...Hell, even if it hadn't been there at all, this wasn't the sort of place where people played the part of the concerned citizen.

Anger became fear as Hex grew more aggressive, and Danny struggled harder.

"Hex, please. Please don't do this," he begged quietly. "I don't know what you're on, but please, just- Let me go. Get off! This isn't you, I know it isn't. Please, Hex- Don't."

[just_hex]

Even under Yves's spell Hex would never go against his nature to stop when someone said stop. But it was hard. It took everything in him to let go of Danny. He hugged himself tightly to keep his hands to himself.

"I love you," he said again, then squeezed his eyes shut tight. "Run, Danny. Get away from me. I don't feel right..."

[london_spy]

Danny looked visibly shaken, but Hex let go and that meant something to him- It meant a lot. Danny had known plenty of guys over the years who even at their best didn't hear the word no when it was spoken.

"I think someone's drugged you, Hex. One of them, maybe... Come back to mine, I'll give you something to help you sleep it off," he offered, nervous, but unwilling to leave Hex on his own like this.

[just_hex]

"Can I fuck you? I want you," Hex said, twisting to turn away. "Please get away from me. I'm afraid I'll hurt you."