Hex

[london_spy]

(from here)

Looking over at the sound of Hex's voice, Danny sighed, getting onto the train anyway. The car was empty, something that would usually be a rare treat, but now only made it impossible for Danny to hide from the other man.

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[just_hex]

Hex jumped on the train, too and walked up to Danny.

"Danny, please," he said. "I need to talk to you."

[london_spy]

"Don't," Danny sighed. "I don't know why I got upset, alright? Nothing's changed, I'm still- I'm still not sure I'm ready, and I don't expect you to wait around for that to change."

[just_hex]

"I want to wait. I didn't want him. I don't know why I was trying to pull him. Shits and giggles, I reckon. But, Danny, I want you. I want you," he said, coming closer. He so badly wanted to grab him and kiss him but he wasn't close enough.

[london_spy]

"You sounded like you wanted him," Danny countered. "And there's nothing wrong with that."

[just_hex]

"I know how to pull people. But I don't want to anymore, Danny. I know you're not ready but I'll wait for you. I...I love you, Danny. You're worth waiting for," he said as he moved in closer and took Danny in his arms.

[london_spy]

"No offence, Hex, but I just listened to you tell some guy you want to come in him," Danny reminded him, pulling away.

[just_hex]

"I'll never do it again. Give me a chance, Danny. Give me a sign. A word. I want to be with you and if you say yes you know I'll be faithful. Just you. Please, Danny," he said and then his lust got the better of him and he pulled the man closer to kiss him desperately.

[london_spy]

"I'm not asking you to be faithful. I'm not asking for anything. I like you, a lot, and- I think I could love you, but... I wont ask anything of you," Danny insisted.

[just_hex]

"You don't have to ask. I want to. I'm offering. Danny, I only want you. You're always on me mind..."

He kissed him then, hard on the lips, then on the neck. Lust consumed him and he didn't care at all that they were on the train.

[london_spy]

Danny resisted though, shoving Hex back and looking unsettled.

"If you think this is romantic, it's really not. Look, I'm not saying we can't see each other, and I think about you all the time as well, but- I don't know."

[just_hex]

"If I'm on your mind, if you think you might love me, why can't we take the chance, Danny? Why can't you try for happiness? Please, Danny. Please, I could make you happy. Give me a chance," he pleaded.

[london_spy]

"Because I'm not ready," Danny replied, frowning deeply and looking uncomfortable.

[just_hex]

Hex huffed in frustration.

"I think you are. I think you're scared."

[london_spy]

"Pardon?" Danny replied, shocked that Hex was talking to him this way. "What is wrong with you?"

[just_hex]

"I don't know. I don't even want to say these things...but I can't stop," he said in distress.

[london_spy]

"Are you drunk or something?" Danny asked.

[just_hex]

"No, I'm not drunk. I feel...I feel...I have to tell you these things. You need to know. You need to understand that I love you, Danny," he said, trying to pull Danny close again.

[london_spy]

"Hex!" Danny snapped, pushing him back again and trying to get away. "What the hell? Why are you being so aggressive? The hell is wrong with you?"

[just_hex]

"Please, Danny...I need you," he said, rather than giving an answer. He didn't know why, though he wished he did. He wasn't sure what had come over him.

[london_spy]

"You're out of your bloody mind," Danny replied, shaking his head and moving to get off the train as soon as they reached his stop.

[just_hex]

Hex followed him out and the doors closed behind him. The train pulled away.

"I'm really not. Maybe we need this kind of truth, Danny," he said as he hurried after him.

[london_spy]

"I don't want this truth. I don't know what's wrong with you, but I think- I think I want you to stay away from me," Danny said quietly, walking faster to get away from him.

[just_hex]

"You can't mean that. I love you. Danny, I'll wait but I choose you. I want you to be me boyfriend, yeah?" Hex said as Danny hurried away from him.

[london_spy]

"Stay away from me," Danny said again, uncomfortable and tense.

[just_hex]

Hex started running after him and caught up. He grabbed hold of Danny tightly and faced him. He felt the overwhelming need to have him close, to possess him.

"I cant," he replied and moved to kiss him again.