Hex

Aug. 2nd, 2016 08:38 am
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Danny was stone still for a moment, but eventually moved to cover Hex's hand with his own. He honestly wasn't sure what to say. So much had happened, so much had changed. In the end he settled on something simple.

"I wasn't gone forever, I just- I had things I needed to at least try and settle," he said softly.

Date: 2016-08-02 06:42 pm (UTC)
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"I'm so glad to see you," he said quietly, as if he spoke too loud Danny might vanish again. "I've been so worried. Are you well? Been taking your meds and seeing the doctor...?"

He couldn't stop touching Danny. He hadn't realized just how much he had missed Danny, like an open wound that never healed, until he has the man before him. Now it was so clear. But even two hours ago he'd all but drank the man out of his thoughts.

Date: 2016-08-02 11:53 pm (UTC)
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"I'm not," he said softly. "Everything's gone to shit. I'm drinking too much, I've lost Fin from me life, and you...me life is a mess. I'm so sorry. You don't need me mess on top of your own."

But he wanted it to all be alright. Maybe if he had something good to hold onto he could turn things around. Maybe it wasn't too late for him. For them.

Date: 2016-08-03 12:07 am (UTC)
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Hex held him in return and buried his face against Danny's shoulder.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry about Scott. And Alex. I'm so sorry, Danny," he said softly. His eyes stung and he didn't bother to try to hold off the tears. In the moment it felt cathartic to cry a bit and let all the bullshit go.

Date: 2016-08-03 12:36 am (UTC)
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"I've got to stop drinking, Danny," he said then. "Everything's is such a mess. I'm so sorry."

He was sorry for so much he hardly knew where to begin. He was sorry for everything.

Date: 2016-08-03 12:47 am (UTC)
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"I'd like that. If I could get dry that will be a good start. A new beginning," he said. Then he paused.

"Should we try again? You and I? I understand if you want to wait."

Date: 2016-08-03 12:57 am (UTC)
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"I'd like that. And I'd like to be with you. Not an idea I have of you. Not rushing in. I'd like to try and be a good man for you," he said, fingers finding Danny's hand to trace the lines of them where he held himself.

Date: 2016-08-03 01:39 am (UTC)
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He'd made such a mess of things. His life was out of control and he knew it needed to stop. Stop drinking, start working for success. He had Bobby to work out with, had a great new job...he just needed to stop wallowing in self pity and take strides to be better.

"Q gave me a shot to sober up," he said. "He said I'd want to be sober but he didn't say why. I never would have guessed he'd sent for you."

Date: 2016-08-03 01:50 am (UTC)
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"I don't want to be here. We only came here because Spencer's mate Jenna is at me house and I didn't want to go home pissed," he explained. "I'd rather go home with you. I'd like that a lot."

Date: 2016-08-03 01:58 am (UTC)
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Hex nodded and gathered his things. When they were out on the street in the fresh air he felt renewed. Like he was finally ready to make big changes.

"I've missed you, Danny," he said then. "I've missed you a lot."

Date: 2016-08-03 02:16 am (UTC)
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"I didn't at the time, but I do. I understand now," he replied. "Maybe we can just start fresh now? Like a do-over. Yeah?"

Date: 2016-08-03 02:39 am (UTC)
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His heart swelled to hear that and he smiled.

"Yeah. I'd like that. But...slower. No rushing in, yeah?"

Date: 2016-08-03 02:58 am (UTC)
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"Good. All the rest we can sort out at home."

He looked forward to that, actually. For tonight he was looking forward to a quiet night together, the two of them safely away from the world.

Date: 2016-08-03 03:06 am (UTC)
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Once Danny had made the call and tucked his phone away, then Hex moved in close again. He needed to touch him. For all his talk of going slow, he still needed to hold Danny in his arms.

"You're so thin," he said softly.

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